I dream of giving up on working hard for a living and instead finding a passion project like designing hats that bring hats back into style for real which will probably never happen because people want to be free and not held down especially on top of the head what they want I think is freedom on a large scale and freedom on a small scale but they also want to be in love which means you are not free but a captive held in a prison of irrational attachment a person who wrecked their own ship on the rocky coast of a beautiful island from which you do not want to be rescued you want to be happy doing nothing but admiring the island and claiming it as your own and searching the horizon on the lookout for danger for someone who wants to take the island for themselves or maybe it is just a boat full of tourists who want to have a drink on the beach and buy a t-shirt and sleep in a nice bed in a nice hotel and you look around and think yes I want that too and so you sell the island you throw away passion and corrupt the love you fostered and the island never ever forgives you even though one day you see what a fool you’ve been and you beg for forgiveness but she will not listen she is watching dolphins leap from the surface of her sea
