I mean childlike, I mean wonder, I mean beauty in the way you look at me, I mean the way she looked at me, I mean my father, I mean our father, I mean who art in Heaven, I mean helpless, I mean the way that she looked at me helpless, I mean starry-eyed, I mean the gems in her eyes, I mean the light marble of them, I mean paralyzed, I mean headlights blinding through the distance, I mean the way she looked at headlights blinding through the distance, I mean how she was paralyzed as she saw headlights blinding through the distance, I mean distance, I mean the distance between us & Heaven, I mean the distance between us & our father who art in Heaven, I mean Heaven, I mean the doe looked at me, I mean the doe who looked at me is in Heaven, I mean the sky, I mean the deer stand, I mean the deer stand is shadowing Heaven from the sky, I mean my father who fell from a deer stand, I mean the wind sang to him, I mean the wind sang of a great fall, I mean he gave himself to the music, I mean the music gave him new life, I mean he must’ve felt something, I mean he must’ve felt something as he fell, I mean he was unable to stand, I mean he was paralyzed & unable to stand, I mean he was paralyzed by the light blinding through the distance, I mean he was just lying there, I mean he was just lying there waiting for someone, I mean he was just lying there waiting for someone to end it:—