It’s not that I’m trying to fold glass into
an unclean split. I just know all of the words
without all the melody, sometimes—
–the mouth opens and moths flies out
with clawed wings and true, in that
moment it is too late to swallow back
the note; plus clearly the past cannot
be undone, so why stop singing just because
of one flat screech? Who among us has hit the
chorus of Emotions and not tried a Mariah
whistle that slices at the tender meat
of the vocal cords? It is in our nature
to mimic the wild. And I do, barrel—
–jawed, tongue swinging back and forth
like a digging metronome:
“You've got me feeling emotions
Deeper than I've ever dreamed of
oOoOoOOh oOOOoh”
Each creak of the voice a jagged river
flowing into another body–
–flowing into another body–
–flowing into another body–
–flowing into another body;
the endless running joy. A room packed
with lungs shrilling at the brick walls.
Not a single run able to weave together
into a crescendo of collapsed breathing,
but we are all just giggling
to the song. And ain’t that the point
of all this? Emotion, all of us together
in a small basement off Normal Street,
two bottles of Jose and not enough limes
to go around. The right tune escaping
all of our grasps. Our hands spilling
with laughter now, every single time
someone’s voice cracks–
–opens and makes more room
for our joy to come inside.