Recently J was very into the pelvic floor. That’s what he was going to become soon, a pelvic floor practitioner. While I lay on my side on the floor of the bathroom he sat on top of my hip. It releases grief. That’s what he told me. I tried to feel it working. Someone knocked on the door and we stood up. We hadn’t done the other side. What to do. I would have an imbalance of grief. More in my left side than in my right. Would this affect my walk? It was all already askew.