and its craters, nor moon
and the mourning dove song
slipping through the currents
of longing and silence
between the huddled groves
of houses, green slide
and swing set with its accents
of green carrying to me
what is most green and
dark, the teeming tide
pool sloshing in the receiver
of the telephone when you
a twelve-year-old
lift it to ear and jaw
wet hair slivering along
your shoulderskin after
the shower which you left
to learn you’re being asked
to join Matt at the dance.
Which Matt is this
is the thing you meant to say
but never did so did not
discover whose hand
reached out to beckon
you toward their wonderment
and shame. What we don’t speak
fills the trees, unrolling languorously,
crepe paper party streamers,
pale unfurled scrolls of soft
toilet paper. There is nothing special
in how you dream, how you seek out
stars.
And yet.